I have always been an outsider. I had never identified with any certain group. Until I came to this Church I'm at now. I met new people. People who understood me and people who loved me for me. Eventually I got more confidence and I started playing with my hair. It usually ended up in a ponytail, though. But oh well. :) Then I started to realize that I was more than my past. My past would always be there but I had found ways to cope with that. Soon I was told "I Love You" by someone. It didn't make someone else too happy but it made me feel like the only person in the world. I loved them too. Because they loved me. Months passed and we became best friends. We were good friends then but it blossomed into something more. And I loved that. Eventually I began to wonder if I just loved them because they loved me. I worried that I wouldn't be able to love them wholly. Eventually I got to the point where I just asked God to give me a sign and I would know. I waited for weeks and weeks. One day I had just given up and then we were working together at the store and I looked up at them and felt sudden warmth. It felt like nothing else. I loved them so completely in that moment. I just had to tell them all that I felt. I wrote a letter. I wrote it and drew video game titles in place of words. It was the most I had ever written to one person. In the past few months our relationship has blossomed and grown. We have come to love each other in an old fashioned kind of way. We have made a promise to work out any problems we may have. Sure I get jealous easily and he acts like a child. But he's my child and I love him.

I'm sure some of you are wondering who I am or if I am a man or woman.
If it helps. I love farming. I am going to own my own when I am older. I will have horses and cows and sheep. I love video games. Minecraft is awesome. Halo 4 is pretty good. I have never been into Call of Duty or Borderlands. I am into old fashioned gaming. I am a huge fan of Legend of Zelda. My favorite is Majora's Mask. I love Super Smash Bros. Melee. I love cooking. I make a mean taco salad. And I love Taco Bell. I love God. I love tractors. John Deere all the way. And I love my love.

Now you have to guess how old I am and my gender.
Good Luck guessing.

The True Meaning Of Christmas.

Jesus Christ was born this day
So many years before
He came a servant to the lost
Though he was Lord of Lords

We celebrate this joyous time
Reflecting on His birth
Not born in a mansion, but a stable
As if He had no worth

He came so He could identify
With the human heart of man
And gave His life as a sacrifice
Offering a better plan

A plan that reconciles us back
To our loving Father God
Bringing hope and redemption from
Sins ruling, iron rod

For this is the only reason that we
Should celebrate this day
To become focused on anything else
Would take the meaning away

So let’s arise with joy in our hearts
And share it with everyone
The meaning of Christmas will always be
The birth of Jesus – God’s son

I am so proud to call it Christmas.